What is the worst moment in your life?
Loosing your son and those moments when it is all starts to become reality.
Today, another young man lost his life way too young.
Today, I stood in their house and hugged another mom that has joined an unwanted... undesired... horrific club... the club of parents who have lost a child.
It was like stepping back in time to that day.... the worst day of my life!
The horrific irony of this moment, when I am hugging this mom, was that nine years ago she was hugging me when I was in the grips of the most unbearable pain of loss. But that is not the most ironic. Her second husband a very close friend of ours, also lost a child. One of a triplet about eight years before our son and the other two children were the same age as my son growing up together as friends.
When is it enough?
So many questions that are unanswered and never will be.
It brings back so much. Flashbacks. Feelings.
Closing the casket
who is screaming
Strangles my chest
I can't breath
My heart is broken
a gaping hole